A New Life Begins and Then Ends So Abruptly

I’m here to report a sad story, a story about a family pet though she is many years old,

Life doesn’t last forever, Me and my Mum had to take her to the vet a couple of times because her leg kept collapsing under her, they told us she needed to lose some weight, so we put her on this diet for dogs, (Jenny Graigs Dietary for dogs) as they called it.

Kimmy are beloved puppy was forced to eat the food, after all while she ate it all she has been on the diet for about a month, but they tragedy strikes again when we went for a walk she seems hyperactive and kept stumbling like she was unstable in her back legs.

When we were three quarters of the way home she just collapsed fully under herself, rolled around on the ground and the got back up again, Me and my Mum were a little shocked but then she seemed find afterwards.

She did stumble a little bit but we made it home, my Mum called the vet and booked a appointment, we took her in after school around 5:00 or 6:00 and we told them everything we know, about her leg and what happened when we walked her.

The vet told us that she had really bad arthritis and that she would need to take tablets everyday and weekly injections, my Mum was very upset, especially when I told her she might have to take in consideration about putting the dog down.

But the tables were $33.50 for a weekly packet and the ejections were heaps expensive and well really think about it, we weren’t aloud to throw her ball for her, we weren’t aloud to talk her for walks.

Tablets everyday and weekly injections, What kind of life is that for your beloved pet?,
Well I mad the decision to put her down… You may call me a bad person I think I did the right thing, I don’t want the family dog to suffer; she didn’t feel the pain being put down and her Mum was there with her and so was I.

I must say that was the end to the last of our family dogs, I guess the birds go up the little ladder, I was a bit annoyed at the people at the vet they weren’t sympathetic at all, stupid bit** .

R.I.P – Kimmy “The beautiful family pet” :( Cries…..

Well goodbye for now but not for ever I guess I be the first one you see and fall in love with when you get to heaven (Diesel) Serebear Love you lots.

The Modern Day Guitarist, Is Playing It New School!

I was searching a website... A particular website because I was bored, okay now let me get to the real point of it all... I was on Mark Lizotte's (Diesel) website....(http://www.dieselmusic.com.au) and I scrolled down the bottom of the page, just because that's what you do when you check out a website page, you take in all the content they put on.

Okay, so while I scrolled down I reached the bottom and in the right hand corner was Mark Lizotte's Myspace, (http://www.myspace.com/officialdieselmusic) ... I nearly died laughing because I'm like whoa! How old are you man?! and why do you have a Myspace... Then I was like trying to play it new school instead of old school.

Anyway so I clicked on it to check the website out so as I surfed through what he put on his Website I stopped to read the comments... From ordinary fans (Which was a little surprising).

They were all saying how good he was, (Totally agree!) and how they were grateful that he added them to his Myspace... I wish I had a Myspace now, :(... (But I wouldn't want to annoy him anymore!), so it was filled with comments like "You're awsume" and "Please come play here", but then a glitch of guilt passed through me!.

Why? you might be asking that question it's because I kind of feel guilty for posting heaps of stuff about him and everything I mean I'm sure he doesn't want a little (LITTLE) screaming girl as a fan! you know this guys looking for older fans I guess... Now I spoiled it by going around tell everybody how much I love him... And nobody knowing who is was.

Anyway I'm just going to say little stupid thing down the ends of my posts and see where we go from there!

Hope I do see you later ("Diesel") :) and goodbye to all that read this post... Until are hearts meet... And are lips, LOL! Serebear.

What Is Not A Friend, Is Someone You Haven’t Met.

My Best Friend
Today I found a friend,
Who knew everything I felt.
She knew my every weakness,
And the problems I've been dealt.

She understood my wonders,
And listened to my dreams.
She listened to how I felt about life and love,
And knew what it all means.
Not once did she interrupt me,
Or tell me I was wrong.
She understood what I was going through,
And promised she'd stay long
I reached out to this friend
To show her that i care
To pull her close and let her know
How much I need her there
I went to hold her hand
To pull her a bit nearer
And realized that this perfect friend I found
Was nothing but my mirror.

and

Simple vs Real

Anyone can stand by you when you are right, but a Friend will stand by you even when you are wrong...

A simple friend identifies himself he calls. A rwhen eal friend doesn't have to.

A simple friend opens a conversation with a full news bulletin on his life.

A real friend says, "What's new with you?"

A simple friend thinks the problems you whine about are recent.

A real friend says, "You've been whining about the same thing for 14 years. Get off your duff and do something about it."

A simple friend has never seen you cry. A real friend has shoulders soggy from your tears.

A simple friend doesn't know your parents' first names. A real friend has their phone numbers in his address book.

A simple friend hates it when you call after he has gone to bed. A real friend asks you why you took so long to call.

A simple friend seeks to talk with you about your problems. A real friend seeks to help you with your problems.

A simple friend, when visiting, acts like a guest. A real friend opens your refrigerator and helps himself.

A simple friend thinks the friendship is over when you have an argument.

A real friend knows that it's not a friendship until after you've had a fight.

A simple friend expects you to always be there for them. A real friend expects to always be there for you!

I found these on the Internet under a website called "http://www.indianchild.com/best_friend_poems.htm", I was looking for a poem to describe my best friends but found this instead and then realized I've already written two poems about my best friends.

I'm going to write a personal poem about the new friends I've made today! about Narny and Jess! I'm going to write a special poem for my forever friend Saz and yes a special love poem for you Miranda. Lol!

Forever yours, forever keep me safe, I'm locked in a Jewelry box and you are the only one I let have the key! Love you lots (Diesel), Serebear xoxo.

Advertising The Next Big Thing

Hey all,

Here I am advertising the next big thing!!!, which you might of got that point from the title of my blog, lol well what I'm going on about is my friends book on this website called "Storywrite" (www.storywrite.com), This series of books are under the author's user name EphemeralStyle, I have personally judged them myself and I have read "House of Books - Prologue", which was fantastic, the unique style of creation that will consort you to the bone and the tips of you're fingernails and that’s just the Prologue.

The other book I read was called "Double or Nothing", which also was a fantastic story with only one chapter written about a dream, you can visualize what she see's when she dreams...
I must say if your into dark fantasy or humor fantasy I would recommend reading the story "Double or Nothing" and reading "House of Books".

I won't live to see another face, I swear it's true I love you lots (Diesel), you'll always be the one posted in my goodbyes love Serebear.

Nothing Else Matters Except for Me To Be With You

I miss you I need you more then ever now,

I kissed you I felt it,

The lightning bolt flash through me,

I see how we need it to make it better off,

Sometimes my head gets so confused,

Coming up with little ways to show you how I feel,

I don’t need you,

I don’t need your love,

But now I’m lying and I’m telling the truth a the same time.

When the moon hit your eyes,

It was like a ray of sunlight,

Blinding me but I couldn’t look away,

The feel of your skin, shimmering,

Cold but still warm,

I know it’s hard to keep control but I’m worse off then you are,

I can’t imagine anything else,

Except for you to be right here with me,

Laying in the grass,

Talking about nothing,

Just taking in every aspect of our relationship.

Because when the moon hits the sun,

The shinning ray reflects of your face,

I’ve never seen anything like it before,

I’ve always wondered what it would be like,

To sleep next to you at night,

That would make my day,

My year would revolve around that very moment in time,

I guess I wouldn’t sleep,

I would stay up with you all night.

Day dream about this in class,

My attention always is somewhere else,

I can’t explain it,

So I’m not going to try,

It doesn’t matter now your by my side.

That’s take our time,

No need to rush things,

Will get by,

That’s take it slow,

I want to know everything,

Just learn a little about you,

I might have a lesson and learn more about myself too,

I want to know where your life takes you,

I want to know how long you’ve been there,

I want to know all the places you’ve visited,

And where you have stayed,

I want to know if your happy,

I want to know what makes you sad.

I want to find out every aspect of your life,

Just like you want to find out mine,

So that’s lay in this meadow,

Flowing with grass,

That’s take in the scenery,

I’m having a blast.

There ain’t anything else in the world that I’d rather do,

I wouldn’t leave this spot,

If you didn’t too,

Were just as simple as can be,

All it is,

Its just you and me,

Sitting here talking about nothing and taking in the sky,

The flowers, the grass, the beautiful scenery,

As the days and nights fly by.

Watching each other take in everything,

Every move we make,

Are attention never gone,

And when it gets cold,

I’ll cuddle up to you all night long,

Have a picnic on the grass,

in the morning,

Sing my favorite lullaby,

Then repeat are lives over,

Like its all we know,

Its all we know,

and i couldn't be more happier that it is.





















Dedicated to my hearts desire... You know who he is (Diesel), Serebear

This is my formal foremost introductory

Hey,

This is my first real blog and my names Sarah, most my friends call me Serebear.
I'm into writing poetry and stories and reading, playing guitar and hanging out with my mates!!!.
I'm not very good at this but at least I'm giving it a go! Lol!.

I'm short!! :O lol I'm about 150cm and I'm 14.
I'm crazy at best and I don't need sugar to help me, lol ummm... I love all my mates, I'm simple...Well okay I'm lying I'm complicated but you know?!!. Lol.

I HAVE BRACES!!!... What a nightmare they are.

I LOVE MUSIC ARR!! I have about 878 songs... NO wait! I have exactly 878 songs I just checked it, lol!!! and 154 albums and 234 photo's on my mp3.

Well this is my foremost formal introductory and now I bid you a farewell.

With all my love to you (Diesel), Serebear. :)