Keep Me Forever Young.

Would you take my heart away?,

Keep me young,

Forever in your presence,

For an eternity of friendship,

All these moments pass me by,

I’m growing older,

As the seconds grow faster,

My times falling away with these small hours,

My life’s passing away,

Would you turn me young?,

Keep me young,

Spending all my time with you guys,

Is all I want,

That’s all I need,

Bring me back to life,

1,2,3 now that’s go back in time,

To the days we first met,
playing are young lives all over again,

I’d just give anything,

To be the one you know,

For eternity,

Take away my breath,

And hold me down,

Keep me young,

Take away my heart,

Preserve me for ever in your broken glass,

I’m the key that fits,

Your locket around your neck,

That’s keep us young forever in time,

Every hour that use to pass has now gone away,

Every minute stands still,

And as the seconds rewind,

Bringing my young again,

There’s nothing else I would rather do,

Then just to live another life with you guys.

If I learnt anything from this,

Would you keep me young?,

Turn me over,

Could we live another life?,

Just hold us over,

Keep us forever,

Just take away our breath,

And keep us young,

Will live in the dark,

So no one will find out,

Everything will be perfect,

If we just keep young.

When You're In Black Slacks With Accentuating Off-White Pinstripes.

Do you think it’s easy for me to fake a smile everyday of my life,

Faking who you really are,

Just to get by,

Have you ever just sat there in silence,

And thought of all the different ways you could die,

Imagining a good reason why?,

I’m not a very emotionally strong person,

I actually rely on my physical strength to carry on,

There is only one strong emotion I really show,

The others I refuse to let go,

I nearly made two years without crying,

But I’m just not strong enough to keep myself stable for so long,

Everyday seems so bad,

I love listening to songs like “Bad Day”,

Just to make me feel at home.

Liar's: They'll Tell You Everything You Wanted Someone Else To Say.

How long has this been going on for?,
How come I didn’t know?,
Are you really that ashamed of me?,
Do you want me to go?,
Everything that goes on in my life,
Is more complicated then it seems,
The pressure, the pain, the heartbroken,
Sticks with me the most,
Just like it does with lots of other people I know,
I know I’m an embarrassment,
Sometimes I believe that maybe if I wasn’t born you wouldn’t have to go through this pain,
Maybe you’d be better off,
I know it sounds hard to believe but I try to be better,
I try so hard but my luck always back fires on me,
I’m so sorry for what I’ve done,
You don’t know how hard I try to avoid these situations,
I try to tell you over and over again that it’s going to happen,
You just tell me I’m being silly and nothing will go wrong,
Until the next day I’m crucified,
For the things I’m trying to say,
It’s not easy for me to tell you things so I don’t even bother,
If I did I know how differently you would think of me,
It’s so much easier to show hardly any emotions,
But I can understand if you want me to go,
I’m sorry for all the things I put you through,
I’m sorry for all my social poplars’,
Maybe it would be better if I never spoke again,
Maybe you’d like me better then,
And now I’m sorry I ever fucking existed,
And I’m sorry I care so much,
It will take me time before I ever get off the ground,
Now I really do wish I was a believer in philosophical optimism.

Quando il giorno ha finito e la sua chiamata di ora, lei non sarà dimenticato no non la partirò il freddo. Poesia.

When I thought I had it all,

When the world was at my feet,

I took a great deal of caring for it,

I loved it to bits,

When I thought it couldn’t get any better,

That I was the happiest indeed,

It all started crumbling right before my feet,

When the little things changed,

When I grew up properly and started to manage,

I looked at the people around me,

I found out I didn’t really know if they loved me,

I poured my heart into loving them,

I changed myself just to fit in,

I was stupid and dump,

Taking advantage of me was fun,

It upset me a lot,

When I thought I had it all planned out,

There’s always something new to come,

When you get sucked into someone,

Your friends tell you to go have fun,

Make a fool out of your self,

That’s what they want,

So when you lose your confidence,

When you lose your self respect,

When you know the one you love,

He thinks you’re just scary enough,

Now I’m drowning in a world of pity,

Shamed of myself,

I swear I’m stronger then that,

I try to show it off,

But when it all comes crashing down,

When you believe there’s no hope,

You pick yourself right off the floor,

And start again and you put every inch of strength you have left in it.

That's how we move along.......When everything is wrong we move along.

This Is How I Discovered My Real Self.

I am but 9 years old,

And I’m always at home alone,

I don’t know where my Mummy or Daddy are,

But I don’t like it when there home,

They are always yelling at each other,

And say nasty things,

I cover up my ears,

And pretend I don’t exist,

Daddy says its all my fault they fight,

I’m the cause of all there problems,

And I should of never been born,

In the first place,

My Mummy tells me the opposite,

And said I was a gift from god,

Daddy just can’t see that,

Because his going blind,

His a sinner in all forms,

Hiding and pretending to be something good,

Sometimes I get so confused,

When I’m trying to sleep in my bed at night,

I can hear my Mummy cry,

My Daddy’s yelling at her,

He does that every night,

Covering up my ears and pretending I’m not alive,

Maybe if I wasn’t born,

Mummy wouldn’t be so bruised in the mornings,

And wouldn’t get yelled at by my father at night,

I wish I could make it stop,

I hate living in a house with no smiles,

No laughter,

Just tears and blood,

I’m the devils child and I have to leave,

I have to take all of this pressure off my family,

If I’m the problem I’m going to leave,

I know where Mummy stashes her medicine from the doctor,

I sneak out of my room and into the bathroom,

I stand of the little stool,

And take the box out of the small cabinet,

There are lots of things in there I’ve never seen,

They have funny names written on them,

Like “Blue Beach”, the anti depressant pill,

And some birth control pills,

I’m going to take all of them,

And try and not wake up again,

I pressed the cap down and shook them all out,

Swallowing them slowly,

One by one,

I feel fine,

That’s take another one,

I take the ones that says “Birth control”,

I plop them into my mouth and swallow it down hard,

The taste was feral,

But I still feel fine,

There’s a bottle at the back of the cabinet,

I’m going to drink that down,

I stand on the stall once again,

I reach towards the back and grab the bottle,

I open the lid with ease,

I put it to my lips and scull it all down,

I’m starting to feel sick,

I can’t see much anymore,

Am I alright?,

I’m starting to panic,

Oh no, I can’t feel my arms,

I just heard the smash of the medicine box hit the ground,

I think I’m going to throw up,

But I can’t tell,

Everything is getting so dark,

Can anybody out there help!,

I can’t feel anything anymore,

All I can see is the floor,

I’m chocking and I don’t know why,

Am I finally dying,

Will this help my Mummy and Daddy stop fighting,

Hi my names Lucy I am but 9,

This is the night I learnt I am a sinner,

The devil’s child,

This is the night I destroyed myself,

So my Daddy would stop treating my Mummy so bad.

I'm Leaving You All Alone, Please Take This As My Way Of Saying I'm Sorry.

The summers wash away my bad feelings,

The water cold and the fresh breeze blows past me,

I’m silent,

Only to hear the foot steps of the one I’m looking for,

You’re the only one I’m looking for,

Forgiveness I’m sorry I was scaring you.

Protection don’t get me wrong,

I’m here to support you,

Freedom,

The one and only that captures me,

These walls they turn on me,

I’m locked in this little room,

Can you come and help me find the key,

You’re the only one that can find the key,

These iron bars that hold my soul,

And all I need is you,

Can you come and save me.

The summer nights I spend so alone,

Sitting in the dark,

I don’t even feel the cold,

Just sitting there and wondering,

What it would be like to live a life with you,

I’m falling,

Deep inside I do know why,

I’m changing,

Not for better,

Just to show you that I can,

I’m willing just give me a second chance,

I’m dying just for these walls to break me free,

But I’m still waiting for you to come and rescue me.

You’re my own beautiful disaster,

I’m begging for you to come closer,

I need you,

You’re like my own source of heroine,

Just come and save me from a world I hate to live in,

This is a world I hate to live in.

Always becoming something else,

I’m falling what happened to my old self,

I’m changing,

Perfect isn’t good enough,

Ill never eat,

Ill never sleep,

Until I’ve been to every party in the world.

I’m crashing,

Looking me in the eyes I’m pleading,

Come and save me,

Before I drag anyone else day.

Why ain’t you coming?,

It’s all ready started happening,

I’m falling,

And you wren there to rescue me,

I’m calling,

But my voice is too weak,

I’m dragging down everyone I know,

I’m drowning,

And you don’t even have the guts to say,

How you never loved me anyway.

Jacob Black That's Not How We Act.

His not going to tell you what it is,

So I would just give up,

He has her in his arms,

Your time is up,

The next new thing I find,

Is something that shocked us all,

When you imprinted my daughter,

It was just the old me that you found in her,

You can’t have the new me now,

I just make you sick,

The smell of my skin,

Is just burns your nose,

The way I shimmer,

Makes you want to puke,

When the gold glitters of my skin,

When the night falls and were alone again,

Remember she is just like me and you can’t change the fact,

That she might not see you like the way I did when I was that age.

Love comes in bits and pieces,

Her mind is blown,

If I told her to keep away from you,

You would drown,

I loved you once,

Maybe even twice,

But this is ridiculous,

You can’t love the next one down,

She is my daughter,

And I am her mother,

I’m going to keep it simple,

Just so you don’t get lost in my complications,

Keep away from her Jacob,

Leave us alone,

I know I owe you a few,

For saving my life and all,

But I just feel like a hand me down now,

I was let out the line,

My daughter took the shinning spot light,

And now I’m drowning in what I haven’t got anymore,

I know you just want her to be safe,

Protected from the outside world,

But you can’t stop her from being herself,

It’s just going to drag you down,

So leave now and make it easier for all of us,

Hope you enjoy the woods and I hope I do catch you around,

Just don’t break my new family,

Its all I got now.

I’ll love you as a friend forever,

Just not as a lover.

You’re High Hypocrisy Counting When You’re collecting Your Enemies Until You’ve Dug Your Own Grave.

We’ll it was all manipulation,
I was surprised the girl could even do the translation,
Elimination is her main target,
Avoiding suspicion will gain her a better reputation,
Her ability to over power,
To get whatever she desires,
She will lead you into post mortem depression, Make you regret ever being optimistic in the first place,
To see you sad satisfies her,
You’re eccentric crying and weeping, Is making her wish come true,
Gradually taking down everything anyone’s ever built up too keep a steady pace,
Too slowly destroy the world until it’s over.
Revenge is the sweetest thing.

Constantly reminding us that our actions are the cause of all their problems.

Have you ever wished for something new,
Your whole life just waiting for it to come true,
Have you ever thought that maybe it will never come,
No matter how long you wait for it,
It’s just never gonna arrive,
Have you ever hated someone else for the most stupidest things,
Landed the torch on them and criticized them for what their worth,
Have you ever been lied to straight to your face,
Then a week later told the same story but in a different way,
Have you ever felt like somebody’s little punch line for a game,
Feeling like you hit a wall and it’s been blocked from your range,
Have you ever felt invisible from everyone around you,
Just wanting to scream just so people will notice you,
The spot light shines on those who would do anything for it,
It glisters off their skin and glows it can’t be forbidden,
Have you ever felt inadequate from ever one else around you,
When you know they can do everything better then you,
Like you’re never gonna reach your goal,
Have you ever chosen “Dare” because you’re too afraid they’ll find out the truth,
Even though a lie is something that can never be stolen,
Because it never really existed in the first place,
When you rely to much on your fantasies and not what’s really going on in reality,
Can get you in deep,
So deep it’s not funny until you’re being laughed at by others in you’re family.

Since when was the last time you felt proud of yourself,
Did something fantastic and still didn’t think you did good enough,
When did you ever listen too you’re heart and not your head,
Your brain is screaming to turn the other way and run but you’re heart just stops beating at the sight of them, Have you ever wandered what it would be like in someone else’s shoes,
Lived through the drama they put up with day after day,
Have you ever wanted to read peoples minds and find out what their really thinking,
Privacy is a privilege only to them and you,
Well I’m just getting started on this let me share another sight,
Now that I’m pissed off and everything,
This poem is called “Some People Just Make Me Sick”,
And it goes like this.
Some people just make me sick,
The crime in our neighborhood it’s all shit,
You tell me what you wanna know,
Coz I know all the answers to make it go,
Tell me about the black boy who got stabbed,
Everybody around watching,
Like it’s a circus show playing,
The mother crying with grief,
No wait, his death is over let’s just move on to the next street,
Wandering the street cold and dead,
Fucking traffic can’t get enough and yells “Move your fat black ass of the street”,
These are the kind of things that make me sick,
Who goes and help’s these people who are dying because they are different,
Would you save a white person if they were dying, Would you run and help,
We all know what the fucking answer is “yes”,
Because there one of us,
But what if their not white maybe black,
Would you help them then,
Is it that hard to be polite when somebody else’s child gets stabbed,
Racial abuse is just so twisted it’s sick,
Shit comes out of these boys mouths but that’s see if they could stand the pain themselves,
Shit is what people say,
Fucking try hards stabbing people,
Oh look its gansta it’s our way,
Fuck you all it’s not right I hope the one’s who think like this die,
What’s the point in it all,
Pompous ass can stab somebody,
Why has the world become such a freak show?,
How did these kid’s get pushed down the wrong road,
So now I’m so pissed that what I’m stating now goes against all my beliefs,
But it’s gonna happen anyway so why wait that’s proceed,
So grab you’re knife,
Grab you’re gun,
Grab anything that will harm,
And that’s go and kill a few more innocents it’s all in the name of fun.

I Migliori Amici Sono Tutto Ho Lasciato

Tonight I’m on my way,

Remembering the long days we spent this way,

Thinking back to all the happy times I had with you guys,

When we were living without a doubt with hope in our eyes,

We were the coolest people I know,

I can’t tell you how proud I am,

You guys are everything I dreamed about,

Now I lie awake remembering the point to life,

I soon realize,

There ain’t much point of living,

If I don’t have you guys,

Now that’s take back the bad things we’ve done,

The words we said,

That didn’t do us any good,

That’s apologies for everything bad we did,

It doesn’t matter what you say,

I know I’ll always be you’re friend,

We can argue as much as we like,

But I’m the glue and you’re the paper,

This is how we are supposed to be.

“TO ALL MY FRIENDS”

"Best Friends are all I have left"